Server going down from may 5th, 2008, it's mostly because of the age of server and probably the problem was the power supply from the server is getting bad. It's make one of the hard drive damage, and the data is important for my office. So i took decision to bring it to the hard drive recovery lab on harco mangga dua. It's completely recover in 4 days. The solution i took to prevent such accident like that is to bought a new server, i chose IBM for the server, it's IBM system X3250 with more customization. Now i am in the office late at night waiting for transfer data from recovery drive to the new server, and migrate all user to the new server. I hope it will be done before Monday.
The pressure i got this week is more like judgment to my ability and it's make me want to get out from here as son as possible. yes, after i finish all my responsibility and try look for new job i will get out from here.
The pressure i got this week is more like judgment to my ability and it's make me want to get out from here as son as possible. yes, after i finish all my responsibility and try look for new job i will get out from here.
In the yesterday holiday we hang out together again, watching the movies, and shopping for my monthly needed. Lots of people waiting they turn to pay they stuff, including this pretty cute little girl, waiting her turn to pay the stuff, and I waiting to get best moment to take picture of her. Well actually it's all my stuff :P
After pay all the stuff we went to the pizza hut, and take a diner in there. we meet elis, and erla in there too. So we get a dinner together. It’s look like maw eat a lots of food :P actually we put all the dishes in maw table, so it's look like she eat all the food :P
Yes, here we are the happy couple :)
Wake up early on Saturday, and goes to maw home. we have a planning to
get all day as a couple. it is the day for the first time we hangout
together, and only two of us :D. i came to her home at 9 am. and get
breakfast together at dinning room and talk about the future with her
mom. and i happy to hear, that her mom is trust me, and give me a
chance to get more closer :)
After we finish our breakfast, we goes to gunadarma library. i register my membership (after more then 3 years as gunadarma student), and maw take a look around, looking for a book that support his thesis writing. and we stay there till 12 am. then we go to margocity looking for a birthday gift. but before that we stop by waiting melati friends (don't know her name :P) at the "es pocong".
Looking around at some store try to find shell accessories for maw birthday friends, but it's hard to find. and maw take the other alternative gift. and i hope it's good gift. and we goes to 21platinum, but the movies that we want to watch still 1 hours more to start. so we make decision to waiting it at JCO donuts. but the worst thing happened, hotspot is down for maintenance :(
We talk a lot, and i try to understand her more. but sadly andri and elis call me, and it's make us stop our conversation for a while. and maw play with my phone, try to get all my inbox messages, after 1 hours we goes to the movies. watch the movies till it's finish. the title is "three kingdom" with andy lau as the actor. i guess it's very nice movies, teach a lots about friendship, loyalty, and love.
after the movies we decide to go home early, although it's still 5.30 pm. but the rain come and its make slow our ride. and we get to maw home at 7.30 pm. we have a chat till 10 pm. and then i goes home. its happiness day after all my fight to get her. and i don't want to lose her anymore. i love you maw....
and here the picture of the girl that bring happiness to me:
After we finish our breakfast, we goes to gunadarma library. i register my membership (after more then 3 years as gunadarma student), and maw take a look around, looking for a book that support his thesis writing. and we stay there till 12 am. then we go to margocity looking for a birthday gift. but before that we stop by waiting melati friends (don't know her name :P) at the "es pocong".
Looking around at some store try to find shell accessories for maw birthday friends, but it's hard to find. and maw take the other alternative gift. and i hope it's good gift. and we goes to 21platinum, but the movies that we want to watch still 1 hours more to start. so we make decision to waiting it at JCO donuts. but the worst thing happened, hotspot is down for maintenance :(
We talk a lot, and i try to understand her more. but sadly andri and elis call me, and it's make us stop our conversation for a while. and maw play with my phone, try to get all my inbox messages, after 1 hours we goes to the movies. watch the movies till it's finish. the title is "three kingdom" with andy lau as the actor. i guess it's very nice movies, teach a lots about friendship, loyalty, and love.
after the movies we decide to go home early, although it's still 5.30 pm. but the rain come and its make slow our ride. and we get to maw home at 7.30 pm. we have a chat till 10 pm. and then i goes home. its happiness day after all my fight to get her. and i don't want to lose her anymore. i love you maw....
and here the picture of the girl that bring happiness to me:
after long and hard past day, i guess this is new day for me to face the new life. the day when someone care to me, and always remain me to GOD, and always asking what i do this day, tomorrow and the past, what i eat for lunch and every time she show how much she care and love me. i hope this is for the last time i fall in love :)
i hope i can keep her to love me yesterday, everyday and tomorrow.
i hope i can keep her to love me yesterday, everyday and tomorrow.
theres a sound of clock that am waiting to get all the answer. next saturday maybe the time for it.
maybe it's not old enough. but this is best moment with my classmate.
it is on June 2007 at ciwidey.
and as usual am not comfortable being photos. only be a photographer :D
it is on June 2007 at ciwidey.
and as usual am not comfortable being photos. only be a photographer :D
the final decision has been made
and i've been rejected..
Aku ingin membunuhmu.
Mencabut satu-satunya nyawa yang kau miliki. Padamkan birahi kehidupan sinar matamu. Sekap desah nafas harum terakhirmu. Cium getar kematian bibirmu. Dinginkan hangat molek tubuhmu. Koyak gelinjang mesra tubuhmu. Benamkan dirimu dalam pelukan tanah.
Aku ingin membunuhmu.
Mana yang kau mau, mati cepat atau mati perlahan? Aku akan nikmati tanganku cekik leher jenjangmu. Sayat kulit mulusmu. Tembak kepala cantikmu. Tikam jantung yang detaknya menghantuiku. Minumkan racun pada bibir indahmu.
Aku ingin membunuhmu
Renggut semua udara yang pernah kau hirup. Culik semua rasa yang kau punya. Hanguskan hidup yang kau miliki. Jerumuskan kau dalam hampa. Jual dirimu pada seringai maut.
Aku ingin membunuhmu.
Hilangkan bayangmu dari mimpiku. Gerus habis nodamu dari hidupku. Buang semua tawa dan air mata. Hapus rasa kecup bibirmu. Seka rasa keringat tubuhmu. Putuskan gelenyar yang timbul. Saput kabut euforia darimu. Cabut paku cinta yang kau tancapkan.
Aku ingin membunuhmu.
Apakah kau secantik ketika kau hidup? Apakah cacing akan berpesta pora menikmati tubuh dinginmu? Apakah kau akan merayu Tuhan dengan senyum indahmu? Apakah kau akan bertanya pada malaikat mengapa aku membunuhmu? Apakah kau akan kembali untuk menghantuiku dengan roh yang kurenggut paksa?
Aku ingin membunuhmu.
Karena aku mencintaimu.
Dan kau tak mencintaiku.
original writer: Fannie
and i've been rejected..
Aku ingin membunuhmu.
Mencabut satu-satunya nyawa yang kau miliki. Padamkan birahi kehidupan sinar matamu. Sekap desah nafas harum terakhirmu. Cium getar kematian bibirmu. Dinginkan hangat molek tubuhmu. Koyak gelinjang mesra tubuhmu. Benamkan dirimu dalam pelukan tanah.
Aku ingin membunuhmu.
Mana yang kau mau, mati cepat atau mati perlahan? Aku akan nikmati tanganku cekik leher jenjangmu. Sayat kulit mulusmu. Tembak kepala cantikmu. Tikam jantung yang detaknya menghantuiku. Minumkan racun pada bibir indahmu.
Aku ingin membunuhmu
Renggut semua udara yang pernah kau hirup. Culik semua rasa yang kau punya. Hanguskan hidup yang kau miliki. Jerumuskan kau dalam hampa. Jual dirimu pada seringai maut.
Aku ingin membunuhmu.
Hilangkan bayangmu dari mimpiku. Gerus habis nodamu dari hidupku. Buang semua tawa dan air mata. Hapus rasa kecup bibirmu. Seka rasa keringat tubuhmu. Putuskan gelenyar yang timbul. Saput kabut euforia darimu. Cabut paku cinta yang kau tancapkan.
Aku ingin membunuhmu.
Apakah kau secantik ketika kau hidup? Apakah cacing akan berpesta pora menikmati tubuh dinginmu? Apakah kau akan merayu Tuhan dengan senyum indahmu? Apakah kau akan bertanya pada malaikat mengapa aku membunuhmu? Apakah kau akan kembali untuk menghantuiku dengan roh yang kurenggut paksa?
Aku ingin membunuhmu.
Karena aku mencintaimu.
Dan kau tak mencintaiku.
original writer: Fannie
when i want to say i give up,
she ask me not too
when i asked her to give me the answer,
she said please don't push
is it me who don't know how to treated a woman,
is it me who always have ego more than anyone
but i do love you so much....
when i open my blog, i saw this advertise from google adsense
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it's long hard weekend, move in to my new rent house is not easy. need lot's people to help, Aziz & Ika, Pinal, Alik(friend of Dani), Bang Nday, Mpok and my brother Amiko and it's take almost a day. After i got lab exam and take a breakfast at warteg in front of Gunadarma E Building, i going back to the old rent house and take preparation before the truck is come. but it's not enough time to doing all of it. i need to make sure that i don't bring any stuff that not my own.
my new rent house is more bigger then the old one. the bath room more wider, bed room have more space. and the prices is just the same. but the more important thing is i need to buy rice cooker and stove, and some more stuff that i needed. my refrigerator is still off. it's because the line electricity is cannot reach the place where i put the refrigerator. yandra help me out with that problem, he said that he will bought the electricity cable around 4-6 meter.
Dani help me out with providing bucket and bailer, but he forget to bring me ashtray. and the next problem is how to moving indovision parabolic antenna receiver and how to pointing it. cos if i call the indovision call center it will took more money from my pocket.
anyway about the girl that i care recently. i hope you can finish your thesis on time and you take your decision more wisely.
and now i need more rest... am so tired...
my new rent house is more bigger then the old one. the bath room more wider, bed room have more space. and the prices is just the same. but the more important thing is i need to buy rice cooker and stove, and some more stuff that i needed. my refrigerator is still off. it's because the line electricity is cannot reach the place where i put the refrigerator. yandra help me out with that problem, he said that he will bought the electricity cable around 4-6 meter.
Dani help me out with providing bucket and bailer, but he forget to bring me ashtray. and the next problem is how to moving indovision parabolic antenna receiver and how to pointing it. cos if i call the indovision call center it will took more money from my pocket.
anyway about the girl that i care recently. i hope you can finish your thesis on time and you take your decision more wisely.
and now i need more rest... am so tired...
